Shy or Afraid (Full Story)

February 6, 2018

Everyone gathered with drinks in hand, “Hush everyone, the presentation is about to start”. 12 people, 6 men and 6 women quietly settled into their seats as the host Carrie queued for Elise to go ahead and begin the festivities. Elise began, “ Well good evening everyone, so happy to see that you couples are interested in trying some new things! Feel free to stop me after I’ve explained each item and if you have any questions or comments that will be the time. So first we have anal beads…”. The night continued like this for two hours. Carrie who loved to host social events had found out about having a passion party from a coworker and just had to be the first one in her circle to give it a try. So far so good, the light drinks had everyone’s mind pretty much open and taking in the knowledge. “Alright that’s the last one. Before I take up orders I want to make sure I answered all questions. You two in the back, did you all have any questions? I don’t think I heard from you guys all night.” The heads in the room turned to the back, Tony and his fiancé Gabrielle had been put on the spot. Tony started to speak and was cut off by his woman, “Oh no ma’am. We kind of came to support not really here for the rest of the ‘stuff’.” Elise nodded her head but her tone didn’t sound of much agreement, “Oh you must already have all of our pieces on display from tonight. Would you two like to see our catalog for some other pieces that weren’t present?”  Gabrielle hesitated, “Umm not tonight but thank you. You all finish asking your questions, I have to excuse myself anyway,” she got up and scurried to the restroom not looking into the face of anyone. Gabrielle took her time and when she returned all the couples were in line asking questions and placing orders. Tony was talking to Carrie in the kitchen; she walked over and gave a yawn, “Well bestie thank you for inviting us but you know I have to work in the morning.” “You have to go already? Elise just opened up you don’t wanna talk to her before you guys leave,” Carrie was already giving them a nudge towards Elise. Elise had a warm smile and seemed so inviting but Gabrielle really didn’t want to talk to her. “Well you too must have quite the goodie box if none of these things appealed to you,” Elise said jokingly. “We’re not really into that type of thing to be honest, not to be rude or anything,” Gabrielle’s voice wasn’t as playful as Elise’s though. Tony knew how this subject was for Gabby so he interjected, “We have our own preferences is all, Gabby isn’t too fond of all of the extra and I respect that.” His eyes looked like a sad puppy as the words came out of his mouth. “May I ask why not? Are you uncomfortable, shy or maybe just a tad afraid?” Elise was a very bold but still not quite rude young woman. Gabby stared blankly really asking herself did this woman just ask her that. Tony grabbed his fiancé’s hand and gave Elise a head nod, “We really don’t have time for a discussion we have to work in the am goodnight ma’am and nice meeting you.” Tony was already walking towards the door when Elise tapped Gabrielle and handed her a card, “Here’s a club that I go to. When you’re no longer scared to have some fun you two should drop by.” And with that she started speaking to the next eager couple beside her. Gabrielle was stunned and pissed and slightly embarrassed. She rode home in silence embarrassed to tell Tony that the woman had called her scared. Of course Tony wanted to have sex that night, he was more excited than usual and was attempting to put his woman in some crazy positions when Gabby asked could they try them another night. They both finished and went to sleep. In the morning Tony woke his woman up between her legs. When she realized what he was doing she shied away, “Tony oh my goodness why didn’t you warn me or wake me up,” she was giggling a little but still had her serious tone in her voice, “Good morning Mr. Nasty”. Tony watched her roll out of bed and head to the shower, “Gabby. You said we could try something different another day. It’s another day.” He walked into the bathroom to confront her. “Baby you know I’m turned on by you already, what’s wrong with how things already are?” she kissed him on the cheek after brushing her teeth. Tony began to speak and shook his head and walked away. They finished their morning in silence before going to work.  (PART 1 ON BLOG)

            Heading to work Tony was thinking to himself. Now I know damn well she loves me. I really don’t know how long I can bare having this boring ass sex life. Her looks and personality used to be enough but now that we’re getting married I’m ready to do things to her I would never do to anyone else. Why won’t she ease up? Maybe I care more than her. Fuck man. When he got to the office Cheree his assistant was looking good as usual, she flirted with him on the normal and he gave her the stale face on the normal as well. This woman looked like nothing but sex. Usually this would piss him off but lately sex was starting to sound pretty damn good, he refused to cheat on his woman though. Yes he wanted a certain type of sex but not from anyone, he wanted it from Gabby. Throughout the day since it was pretty slow he pondered up different ways to really explain to Gabby how he was feeling, the difficult part was trying not to give her an ultimatum. Tony wasn’t into forcing her to do anything she didn’t want to do and she never said things made her uncomfortable. He honestly felt that she was either lazy or scared; seeing that she was in shape he always prayed it was the latter of the two.

            When Tony got home he heard Gabby in the shower, he let himself into the restroom. “Baby I’m home,” he was half letting her know and half warning her that he was in the restroom with her. She hated him walking in unannounced. “I’m almost done hun one second,” Gabby yelled from the shower. “No take your time. I wanna talk to you about something cool?” “Go ahead Tony I’m listening”. Tony took a pause making sure not to offend his woman but to clearly explain how he felt, “ Ok I know we’re getting married soon and I know you’re the woman I want to spend my life with, for more reasons than one. I know that I have been nothing but a gentleman to you and have respected your sexual wishes even when you claimed we would try and spice things up over and over again. Now I know I’m a man but I have a lot of self control and my eyes and body only want you. I’m telling you this because things that don’t even attract me are becoming more appealing and I just hate that shit. I need to know is there any reason that you don’t want to actually get intimate with me? Why won’t you let me get passionate and let out my fantasies with you? I’ve tried being patient and I’ve waited my entire life to do certain things with only the most special woman in my life and that’s you. Marriage is not all about sex but it is an important part of it. I am telling you this out of love and as your man, I want more Gabrielle.” There was a long pause and then the shower cut off. Gabby reached for her towel, covered herself and then pulled back the shower curtain. She looked at Tony. His head rest in his hands. She still gathered her thoughts. “I’m not as imaginative as you Tony. I don’t know that much about sex. I don’t want to look stupid and I am very close-minded. I’m not scared, I just really don’t even know what I like. I love you so much and that took balls to tell me what you just did. I’m sorry. I don’t want to make you look at other women,” she barely got the words out she was crying. The thought of him being with anyone else fucked her up. He got up and he went to her, he hugged her in her wet towel. He hated to see her cry, “Baby I never touched anyone, I only want you. I had to be honest please don’t cry. I don’t want anyone else.” He took her face in his hands and kissed her forehead. He kissed it over and over again. He kissed her cheek then the other, her nose and all the places on her face. He wasn’t trying to hurt her feelings. “Stop apologizing, you’re supposed to be honest with me,” Gabby wiped her face and gave him a smile so he knew she understood. “I really don’t know how to fix it Tony. I don’t, but I will try. I’m not up for everything in your wacky head but I’m sure I could like some things,” she gave him a smirk. He melted for her, he grabbed her face again but this time just kissing her lips. He bit her bottom lip and played with her tongue. She kissed him back. She wanted him to know she would try. She wrapped her arms around his neck and her towel started to fall. She went to tie it back around herself but Tony stopped her. He held her hands instead. “Let it fall,” he said, “Your body is beautiful.” She felt her chocolate cheeks heat up. He kept kissing her making her forget about her towel falling. He lifted her out of the tub and guided her against the wall. All he wanted right now was to kiss her. They communicated with their lips for minutes without coming up for air. When they stopped he realized her nipples were on hard. He looked her square in the face and began to play with them. She looked sort of embarrassed but she didn’t stop him. His eyes didn’t leave hers. He used his free hand and slid it down to her sex. Her clit was swelling from the attention. “Go to the sink Gabby,” his voice was soft and his dick was hard. “But I have to,” she trailed off when he moved her to the sink himself. He bent he over at the waist and continued playing with her pussy lips with his finger. “Now are you sure you can try for me?” Tony was looking at her in the mirror watching her faces change every time he brushed against her clit. “Yes, I’m sure,” Gabby decided it was now or never. She gave in to his fantasy. He unbuckled his pants and started rubbing his dick against her ass. Her face was concentrated on his in the mirror, she saw the excited look in his eyes but she also saw a very sexy side coming out of him. She twisted her hips from side to side. Tony’s eyes widened surprised she was playing along. He put his dick against her lower lips, he watched her anticipate him entering her but he didn’t. He just let it rest there sliding it up and down. She was getting wet, she started baking up towards him, he could tell she wanted it. He slid the tip in she let out a gasp and he pulled it back out. He did it again. And again. He did it until he heard a small whimper escape her lips. He looked at her in the mirror, her eyes were closed and she was biting her lip, her knees were touching. He slid the tip in again and this time she threw her ass back on it, Tony lost it. He dug into her, he held her waist and watched her face change in the mirror. She kept biting her lip. “Don’t hold it in Gabby, talk to me. I like it,” he knew she was fighting words. Her moans got deeper but she said nothing. He wanted her to talk for him; he lifted her at the waist and dug into her. He went faster and faster continuing to lift her up. He a wall and she yelled, “YES”. “Oh that’s what it takes,” he teased her. He went harder fighting past his nut he wanted her to say more. He pulled out and pressed into her again. He did it over and over her hands were clawing the sink and she was throwing her ass against him now. He loved that shit. “Fuckk,” he pulled out and turned her around and lifted her onto the sink. He put her legs behind his neck and used his hand to hold her neck. He pressed himself inside of her and pushed upward, her hands grabbed his arms and she went crazy, “yes Tony yes, yessssssss” her eyes began to roll and the juices rolled out of her, “Don’t stop, don’t stop”. He wasn’t dare trying to stop when he finally got her to start talking he held both of her ankles with one and deep stroked her continuously hitting that spot. Her reactions were ridiculous he knew he couldn’t hold himself for much longer. Tony used those last moments wisely, He went inside her deep and then sped up he released her ankles and pressed his thumb against her clit. Gabrielle’s back arched and her pussy talked. He didn’t stop he played with her clit and fucked her. He thrust her hard as her hands began to spazz, “I feel like I’m going to pee, stop. Stop,” she was trying to move but he had a grip on her. “No, its ok” he said he new what she was going to do and he wanted her to feel it. He didn’t stop he kept going, kept going until she screamed and there was liquid shooting from her. Her eyes were rolling and she was speaking belligerently. He knew she had just squirted and she was dying to catch her breath. He picked her up off the sink and walked her to the room. Her legs were shaking ridiculously. “No, I have to shower I can’t believe I just freaking pee’d on you Tony. Oh my goodness,” she was mortified. He let out a laugh, “you didn’t pee you squirted baby, and it was sexy.” He put her down and she still walked back to the shower. “It’s nasty all that…water and stuff!” she was clearly shaken up. He followed her back to the bathroom, “alright then tell me this Gabby. Did it feel good?” when she turned to face him he was smirking all too sexy at her because he knew the answer. “Yes. It felt amazing but that was nasty and embarrassing.” He looked at her, “ You don’t get it. There is no reason to be embarrassed about pleasure with me. I’m going to be your husband soon,” with that he ended the conversation. (Part 2 Blog)

            The next morning Gabby let her man eat her for breakfast. She enjoyed it and even reciprocated barely making t out of the door on time for work. She smiled throughout her day so happy that Tony just wanted her. There was no better feeling than a man wanting to do everything with just you. A gorgeous chocolate man at that. When she talked to Tony at lunch he asked if she wanted to have a movie night. When he chuckled and got off the phone she wondered if he was getting some funny movies. Either way she didn’t care she loved movie nights! After work she stopped and ordered pizza and got Tony some beers. She got herself some wine all too excited to chill out. Whens he walked in the house Tony kissed her on the cheek and an extra grab of the ass when he noticed she had got beer and pizza. “Let’s eat in the kitchen, you tell me about your day and then we can go in the bedroom for movie night, ok?” Tony was already making their plates and Gabby realized she had never seen him this excited for movie night. “Tony, did you get scary movies again? You know I hate them! Why are you so chipper about cuddling and movies?” she was looking at him to read his face. He laughed. A serious belly-shaking laugh. “Dang, what’s with the questioning?! Eat woman, now how was your day,” he listened to her tell every detail. He kept pouring her wine and kept asking questions. “Bring my wine in the room baby, I’m ready to watch movies,” Gabby started for the room. She stopped at the door.

Their television has a woman with a huge ass bent over staring at her. She turned around with her mouth open about to call out Tony’s name, he was right on her toes. Her eyebrows raised waiting for an explanation. He chucked, “you said you’re not sure what you’re into so I got some movies that we can watch and we can see what turns you the most. It’s not debatable so fill your glass and come here.” She couldn’t deny she loved him taking control she remembered her promise, swallowed the rest of the glass and refilled it and laid back on Tony’s lap. The first porno was a Latina woman and a black man; she found this one interesting but kind of annoying because the woman was speaking Spanish. They were having anal sex and she immediately said they could watch but he better not even think about it. Next video was a passionate love porno, Gabby liked this one, they ended up kissing and Tony stopped it because they had already well experienced that one, he wanted something different. Next it was a threesome, two women and a man. “Oh hell no, turn it,” “Gabby we didn’t even look at it and I wanna watch it,” with that he turned up the volume to make her pay attention. Gabby acted as if she didn’t want to watch it, but as things progressed she was amazed at what one woman could do to another. She wasn’t sure why but her nipples were on hard, she stared intently at the screen and she didn’t know it but Tony was staring intently at her. He watched he gaze with her mouth open. He had noticed that she crossed her legs and her hand was in between them. He grabbed a pillow propped her up and said he was grabbing water. He didn’t need water, he just wanted to watch her from the doorway. Her hand was moving in her panties and his dick was solid at the fact of her being turned on by another woman. He walked back in the room and stood over her. They said nothing, he moved her to the edge of the bed kneeled down and spread her legs like wings. He ate her pussy, hungrily he nibbled on her clit. He didn’t give a damn what she imagined he was turned on simply at her being turned on. The moans flowed freely and her own hands groped her full breast, he reached a hand up and played with her nipple pinching and twirling it around. Her juices were flowing more freely and used his tongue to fuck her; he licked her walls and made her back arch. He removed is tongue and replaced it with two fingers, he motioned for her to ‘cum’ here and nibbled on her clit simultaneously. Her legs were straight out and she was reaching for her orgasm, he played with her for a while tickling her g spot until she was almost at her peak and then switching it up and going back. “Tony stop fucking playing with me,” at first he was startled, he couldn’t help but chuckle he let his laughs vibrate on her clit. He looked up at her, “So now you wanna talk huh?” he kept going with his play act toying with her, “Tell me the truth. Did you like seeing those two women?” he went back down to feast on her bringing her to her orgasm and stopping. She tried to grab his head and make him keep going but he wasn’t having it. He asked once more, “Did you like it?” his voice was more urgent,  her back was arching with his fingers. “Make me cum baby please,” she was begging. He stood up and pretended to stop. “Get back over here,” she said. “Answer me Gabrielle. Did you like it,” he walking back towards her. “I..I..really liked it.” Gabby closed her eyes as she answered. He grabbed her legs and slid straight into her, he didn’t feed it to her he went straight for her walls. He bit his lip and held his nut his woman was having an intense ass orgasm. Her juices were sliding down her legs but he didn’t stop he de drove her legs back farther and gutted her. He used one hand to play with her clit, “Don’t hold it back, I feel you squirting”. Her eyes were rolling and she let go is splattered between them he laid down chest to chest with her and pushed her legs back farther, he made her squirt twice more before he came. He filled her belly button with his entire load of creamy nut, it was more than usual. Gabby didn’t move. She couldn’t move. He ran the shower and got in soon he was joined by his fiancé. She kissed him, at first gentle then it began to be filled with lust. When she stopped she started washing and Tony watched her waiting for a response. She didn’t look at him she just quietly said, “Ok, What are we trying next?”

The rest of the week they tried something new most things Gabby enjoyed. That weekend they planned a night of flirting and dancing for intense foreplay before coming home and getting busy. She showed Tony the card that Elise had given them from the passion party and they decided they would go there. When Friday night came Gabby wore a slinky forest green dress. The straps clearly requiring no bra and if you looked hard enough you could see the imprint of her nipples. Her chocolate legs glistened under her dress. She had used coconut oil to moisturize herself and Tony’s favorite perfume. Tonight she wanted to see the lust in his eyes, she had a great week trying new things but she always looked for that look of lust from him, when she knew that he just had to have her. Tony worked vigorously that Friday, his assistant could have been a man for all he cared. He had the sexiest sista at home getting ready to go dancing with him. When he got off he flew home to get dressed. When he opened the door his eyes lit up. Sitting on the stool was his fiancé, dressed sexy yet elegant. His dick started to rise, he couldn’t help it. He gave her a kiss and said “I want you now.” She laughed shyly, “Noooo. That’s not the plan remember not until after the club! Go get dressed and lets go.” He knew she was looking like this on purpose. He dropped his cellphone next to her and instead of picking it up he licked a trail up her legs. He kissed and licked behind her knees. He kept going until she tried to grab his head and then he got up. “You’re right. I should get dressed.” He got up and laughed his way out of the room. “Yea aight! This means war!” she yelled into the bedroom. The teased and messed with each other until he was finished getting dressed.

When they arrived at the club Tony looked skeptical, “Baby where’s the card? Are you sure this is the right spot?” Gabrielle was sure. “Let’s just go look and if not we can go somewhere else.” They parked and walked to the door. They saw a couple walk in before them and was sure this was the place. The woman at the front asked for their names and who had invited them. They had never been asked this before but gave them Elise’s name and the woman’s face lit up and said “ Oh she just arrived. Since this is your first time I’ll have someone show you around.” Tony had a look on his face fighting not say something sarcastic. The place from the outside looked no bigger than a barbershop. They checked their coats and followed their tour guide to the bar. Elise was there, Gabby feeling much more confident about their last conversation got her attention. Elise’s face showed her surprise, “Well hello there. I never thought you two would show up here,” she didn’t try and cover up her amusement either. “Have you guys seen the whole place?” Tony responded first, “ I thought this was the whole place.” Elise volunteered to finish their tour, “ No of course not, this is the common area, and you know meet and dance.” The followed her as she walked to a curtain leading to the back. “This is the talking area, mostly for a quieter setting for getting to know people.” Behind the next curtain there were about four couples kissing and touching. Gabby’s face was shocked and still mixed with confusion. Tony looked the same, “Babe, you didn’t google this club, did you?” Gabby nudged him in the stomach and laughed. He was surprised she wasn’t more uptight. Elise continued, “As you can see this room starts the hands on, only kissing no undressing in here.” Now Gabrielle spoke up, “What the hell you mean undressing?” Tony shook his head his face clearly read ‘what she said’. Elise turned to face them, “You two didn’t Google the club before you got here?!” “I thought it was just dancing” Gabby said. “I sale sex toys. I danced when I was five ma’am.” Gabby laughed. “This is a swingers club you guys.” Their faces were shocked. “Do you want me to continue the tour or are y’all leaving?” Tony looked at Gabrielle. “Its up to you baby. This wasn’t on my agenda but I don’t mind.” “What’s behind the next curtain Elise.” Tony had a slight grin emerging on his lips but said nothing. Elise pulled the curtain back and motioned for them to look. Both of their eyes widened. Four pairs of bodies and another set of three were engaging in the most passionate acts of completely lustful sex that they had ever seen. The room was padded and draped in silk. The entire room looked like it had been clipped from the Kardashian’s home. The first pair of people had a man and a woman and the woman was performing some serious oral sex on her lover. When they looked at her she had the entire dick in her throat and was licking his balls. The next pair it was the opposite there was a man using a vibrator and his tongue on his lover with her tied to the bed frame. He was working his mouth on her clit something ridiculous. The third pair was engaging in some rough sex, the woman’s hands were grabbing the bed frame and the man was holding her shoulders and deep stroking her. Now the last trio was where Tony and Gabrielle had stared the longest. There was a chocolate muscular man lapping up the juices of a thicker woman laying down. The woman wasn’t thin but she was beautiful. Her skin was a bronze shade and her curves were in full effect. The man was eating as if she tasted pretty sweet. The shocking part was there was a woman slowly starting to mount her face, the other woman was a little smaller, she was attractive and definitely was comfortable with her body. She spread her lips and rode the woman’s face as the woman ate her pussy she pinched her nipples and groped what she could. The man was not nearly done. He was fucking one of his lovers with his tongue and he was drawing her juices. None hit the bed he lapped up every bit. Tony was on hard, he didn’t try to hide it and Gabby’s nipples were on hard and she hid nothing as well. When they looked at each other they finally realized that Elise was gone and they were standing there being enticed by four sets of intense sex going on. “Can we get drinks,” Gabby broke the silence. Tony’s eyes said he wanted to drink her, on the spot but he just nodded and followed her back to the very front. When Gabby stepped to the bar he remembered he was supposed to be flirting with her and quickly devised a plan. “Excuse me Miss, you’re beautiful. Do you mind if I buy you a drink?” Gabby laughed right out loud, the bartended waited for her response. After ending her giggles she replied, “Sure, double long island please sir.” She extended her hand to shake his, “I’m Gabby, and you are?” He handed her the extra strong drink and replied, “I’m Tony. Are you here with anyone?” They continued this flirting and ‘getting to know each other through 3 more rounds of drinks. After noticing Gabby’s eyes constantly on his manly piece he asked her to dance. This club was clearly a set up the music was nothing but R. Kelly and worse. The pairs on the floor were humping and grinding but still fully dressed.

“It’s getting loud in here, maybe we should go to the next room to talk,”Gabby was definitely feeling herself. Tony knew she wasn’t drunk but he knew she wasn’t getting anything else. He followed her to the next room. He sat down and she followed right onto his lap. She put her arms around his neck and kissed him. Her lustful kisses sent his hand right up her dress. She had no panties on and from what he was feeling she had been wet since they got there. They kissed without coming up for air for what seemed like hours. This time Tony invited her to the next room. He sat next to her and seeing that they were the only couple in that area at the time he started to play with her juicing pussy, his fingers intertwined with her clit and he slipped one, and then two fingers into her. Her moans where low and her hands were grasped tight around his neck. She came on his fingers and without hesitation his sucked them dry. “Do you want to go back there?” she asked. “Baby I’m not forcing any of this whatever you’re comfortable with then I’m comfortable with it.” She kissed him again and pulled him to the back room. This time Elise was inside and was giving a short yellow woman the ride of her life. There was a clean bed next to them and Tony and Gabby sat and watched. Tony instantly remembered the porno and the reaction it had on his fiancé. He wasn’t sure if she would really want to have sex right here but tonight all of her actions had already surprised him. Gabby was clearly aroused, her nipples stood firm and her hand slid to Tony’s crotch. He didn’t skip a beat he started kissing her slowly forgetting where they were. She kissed him hungrily and he knew she wanted a replay of the other night. He pulled her to the edge of the bed and went to work. He held her legs back with one arm and played with her clit with the other. Her spasms were already coming and when he played with her g spot she ejaculated right in his mouth, he slipped a finger into her ass and continued to eat her. He licked from his finger all the way up to her clit. She was enjoying this new trick he was using on her, her legs were shaking ridiculously. She was not to be out done here though. She sat up and motioned for him to lay down, she licked the entire shaft before taking him right down her throat. She let his tip sit with her tonsils before doing it over again. She used her hand to jack him and her other hand to massage his balls, she took her mouth off long enough to suck on his sack, he smelled so clean from the shower and was always so well manicured. She let the spit fall on his dick as she let her mouth get sloppy. To toy with him she went as fast as she could hand and mouth, he stopped before he came and flipped her over. Now the bed next to them was watching their performance. He lowered her face to the pillow leaving her ass in the air, he slowly started sliding his dick in her daring her to lift up. Her moans weren’t muffled anymore she was grabbing the pillows and taking every inch. He wasn’t moving fast he was teasing her and slowly down his nut as well. He lay on top of her no space in between them and held her breast. He held them and pressed all the way into her his mouth on her neck and his free hand on her clit. He moved slow, not fucking her but making love to her right there in front of everyone. No one would dare join in because they were in their own world, their bodies moving together on the same rhythm. She bit him and started moving faster, he made her wait. He was controlling things right now. When they transitioned he stood at the edge of the bed and pulled her near, he pushed her legs back slowly and she started gripping the sheets. He slid himself into her only the tip first, she started moving her ass towards him to get it all, he smirked and fed her the whole thing. Her legs went further back and he went further in, her juices were splattering as he hit her spot, he went until he couldn’t hold his nut anymore, he came right inside of her and they lay there. Gabby’s face was still reacting to her string of orgasms, but Tony was just beginning. He lay between her legs and nibbled on her clit. “Wanna give a replay,” he said? Gabby grabbed a pillow and held on for the ride, her sexuality was finally her own.